Up Battle

Today was my last day in the old job.

It does not feel good or bad. I only feel a bit tired.

There is a certain buzz in your head from that routine that has been hammered into your head for the last two years. Every day the same. Even if I will never look at those things again, it is there in your head. Impossible to get it out of your head.

It is sort of like when you have been at a concert with loud music. And afterward you hear the ringing in your ears. Usually the ringing goes away after a day.

So that is what I hope for, that the ringing or buzz or whatever you want to call it goes away during the next month of vacation.

To have peace there must be perpetual war.